not in real life.

moving

2011-01-30T18:01:00.002-05:00

i'm moving...

this blog

to http://lundybites.tumblr.com/
there is too much old stuff on here. its getting all jumbled in my head. starting fresh.

2011-01-28T23:04:00.000-05:00

I made this headband today!! so proud of myself

BIRTHDAY DINNER, lovin' John Besh

2011-01-21T00:33:00.002-05:00

Oysters At Luke

Dinner at August

Salad of heirloom beets, crab meat, cherry wood bacon, mizuna,
and quail eggs with black-eyed pea croutons

Alicia and I

Shrimp bisque

Lobster and pork belly over little pearl pastas

Pheasant

Amazing steak

Best dessert EVER

Delicioussssssssss delicious i wish i had the menu descriptions for each dish we ate! Tastiest food ever for real. When Mr. John Besh was on Iron Chef he won VS. Mario Batali. Aaamazing.

Birthday thrifting was a success. Got a yellow raincoat and a gown. Mardi Gras gown? I'm thinking yes.

Doing your taxes is stupid, growing up is stupid, I don't want anything to do with it anymore. FILING TAXES!!? wtf. why? why why why! ! !!! !!! Student loans are stupid, paying them back is the worst, so far college wasn't worth almost $200 a month for the rest of my stupidd life!!!!

The end

for now.

want it

2011-01-12T19:08:00.000-05:00

some pictures for your eyes

2011-01-10T23:19:00.012-05:00

MR. KITTEN VS. THE GRASSHOPPER

got 'em

I found him in our apartment when we moved in, I left leaves and water out for him. I found him dead a few days later. Sad.

Check them out!

Until next time,
Christina

I want to start this again

2011-01-10T23:08:00.002-05:00

I live in New Orleans now, that's a picture of me and Mr. Kitten. She is a girl.
Maybe my New Years Resolution should be to start writing things in here again. It was a good time...Let's see how it goes.

Christina

2009-05-15T14:44:00.001-04:00

real post coming soon. i've been lazy. but i graduated. so it's okay.

onion tree and high showers

2009-05-10T16:33:00.004-04:00

my future roomate...fancy moves in june 1st.

Look..i grew an onion tree!!!!!

and we now shower with the king on a broomstick...

for a while we were having an adventure recession...things seem to be looking up though. i found a vicodin under my bed. i have my last paper EVER to write today. graduating tomorrow. wtf. wtfwtfwtf. lets go out and party tomorrow night!!!!!!

putting things in perspective

2009-05-06T01:45:00.004-04:00

This is cute

We are graduating. shiiiit.

This is the best thing i've ever seen in my entire life.

Q: What is wrong?

2009-05-03T20:54:00.002-04:00

A. Everything

surprise!

2009-05-01T13:46:00.005-04:00

come to rabbit and laila and others art show tonight, 6-10! yuhhh.

i washed my hands at least 800 times today.

2009-05-01T00:19:00.008-04:00

today i woke up early and took dexedrine with the goal of completing my 8-10 page paper on south korean director kim ki-duk that is due tomorrow (well, technically today) by the time the stimulant wore off 8 hours later. instead i accomplished many other things such as going to my piano lesson, meeting with my melodrama professor, seeing a good friend i haven't seen in far too long, and eating a great vegan dinner. unfortunately, i wasted $5.50 on a small soy vanilla latte with an extra shot later on in the night. i then proceeded to hang out with brian and smoke weed with some friends. i sit here now with only a paragraph done on my paper, yet feeling slightly less anxious, knowing that i will somehow manage to complete it on time and all will be well.

and here is a snapshot i took of a conversation i had with brian over winter break.

and a snapshot of a different amusing conversation.

oh, and i also sprayed my toilet seat down with simple green before peeing because i am scared of the swine flu epidemic.

blogger why do you fuck with the colors of my photos?

2009-04-29T16:49:00.002-04:00

a divine tragedy.

2009-04-28T21:15:00.003-04:00

we are all empty houses

waiting for someone

to open the lock and set us free.

one day, my wish comes true.

a man arrives like a ghost

and takes me away from my confinement.

and i follow, without doubts, without reserve,

until i find my new destiny.

--kim ki-duk

even better.

2009-04-23T12:44:00.000-04:00

yesterday

2009-04-21T20:52:00.001-04:00

what's going on in these pictures?

the immigrant imagination

2009-04-20T18:50:00.005-04:00

"food and sex are human nature." --confucius

think about that while your high ass sits on the couch. oh and this one too. teeheehee.

"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover." —Mark Twain

2009-04-19T20:12:00.001-04:00

thinking about moving to california

i'm bored

2009-04-15T17:18:00.006-04:00

i need something exciting to happen.

i wish i was a vampire.

i'm an asshole

2009-04-14T23:35:00.005-04:00

11:11 on december 21, 2012.

alien invasion? rise of the machines? time travel error???! gamma ray burst? polar shifts?? cosmic rays? ice age?

i googled it. people are getting ready.

whatever. but apparently after 2012 the world will never be the same. i'm excited i don't have to pay back my student loans.

best movie ever: "bad reputation" so it looks like one of those really bad movies you'd watch in high school health class. but then after the girl gets raped she goes nuts and slashes everyone and cuts off their dicks and it's just nuts. you should watch it.

addictions. continued and revised.

2009-04-10T23:33:00.003-04:00

i am still addicted to cigarettes.

no longer addicted to wine.

addicted to vicodin.

one of my therapists left me.

i still owe one of my real therapists lots of money.

i was addicted to tea for a while.

now i drink lots of coffee.

i went to new jersey.

2009-04-09T19:33:00.010-04:00

tuesday night max and i journeyed to new jersey for a coworkers cook-out/party type thing. i'm pretty sure this was my first time in jersey, and definitely my first time in jersey city. it wasn't as scary as everyone makes it seem and it was a rad time. we took the path train which was mad confusing, and once we got there max said "it feels like i'm in a totally different state. oh yeah, i am." way different vibe than nyc but all of crystal's jersey friends were mad cool and her place is sick.

new jersey.

lassie!

crystal even grilled mad veggies for me!

i learned that people from nj are really into being from nj. (and people from long island are really into being from li.)

the end! hopefully there will be more cookouts as it gets nicer. wheee!!

[g]rad party in connecticut.

2009-04-06T15:53:00.015-04:00

this weekend i went on a mini vacation to jeffrey madeo's house in fairfield, ct for his graduation party. i went with a bunch of my dudez and it was a fairly typical suburban dude/family party experience and i had such a good time. it was so nice to get away from the city and do something different for a change.

jeffrey's house

collin, neal, dave w, dave m, jeffrey, scott

so one of jeffrey's cousins(?) brought over a shot ski. apparently it's like a tradition for them but it was the first one i had ever seen; there was like a whole technique that went along with the 5-person shot device and surprisingly there were no spills.

we went to the beach the next day and it was really rad. absolutely beautiful. the beach is called The Sound for some reason...i still don't get why.

fairfield was ranked 9th on money magazine's list of best places to live.

dave m. can't wait to raise his kids there.

yup yup. the boys got really drunk. neal taught me how to swing dance. we learned a LOT about jeffrey's family and heard some funny stories. ate a ton of good food. oh and i won the grand prize on jeffrey's trivia game about himself. i now own one rad mug, some of jeffrey's art, and plenty of temporary tattoos. i can't wait for the next visit!! oh and there's plenty more pictures on facebook.

now it's time for school school school. one month til graduation!!

fml

2009-04-01T17:18:00.002-04:00

PASCALE: i thought of you today

RABBIT: oh yeah...why?

PASCALE: i was walking down the street and i saw this homeless person sleeping in an old mattress box...and it was raining really hard on them and it was really sad....

mandatory birthday update.

2009-04-01T02:10:00.009-04:00

i turned 22 this weekend. i was drunk for the first time in a couple of months. it was a good time. rabbit and i had a fancy dinner at blue ribbon in soho then met up with a bunch of people and went to royal oak. there was not much photo documentation even though we had the camera. i am not sure what happened. rabbit bought me a rad cup that has ARIES shit all over it. it knew that i had not brushed my teeth yet that morning and had finally bought stamps to mail the coned bill. nick bought me caffeine free herbal lipton tea. the weekend was very hungover. yay! thank you to everyone who came out and made me feel extra special. =)

i have decided to transfer my addiction from alcohol and weed to pills. i have a bunch now and i hope they last a long time.

beat the death star

2009-03-30T14:51:00.001-04:00

story time

2009-03-29T23:55:00.005-04:00

"Once upon a time there was a poor little boy who had no father and mother; everything was dead and there was no one left in the whole world. Everything was quite dead, so he went off, whimpering. All day and all night. And since there was no one left on earth he decided to go up to heaven where the moon shone down so kind. But when he got to the moon it was a lump of rotten wood. Then he went to the sun, but when he got there it was a withered up sunflower. And when he got to the stars they were little spangled midges stuck there, like the ones shrikes stick on blackthorns. So he went back to the earth, but the earth was an overturned pot. He was completely alone, and he sat down and cried. He's sitting there still, all alone."

magic

2009-03-23T17:44:00.000-04:00

hot bitches

2009-03-22T22:33:00.008-04:00

over break i went to san diego....

and saw my best friend in the entire entire universe of the world....

partied, got allergies, ate 2 for 99cent tacos at jack in the box in the middle of the night in a really bad neighborhood(apparently), experienced in and out burger and dennys, smoked a whole lot, sat by the pool, went to the beach, road the skyfari, went to LA, slept through triple A changing a tire, drank in a tree on a hill, celebrated st pattys day, taco fiesta, slurpee, green, drunk, pong, animals! hills

today hugh jackman came into blick...he bought a lot of shit. he was with a dude prob my age and a little boy and an older woman. i opened the spray paint for him and he called me sweetheart. there were like 100 paparazzi outside wiating for him to come out. one came inside and he was crazy we had to tell him he coudlnt take pics. we also had to block up the windows with huge canvases so the people with cameras outside coudlnt see in. it was crazy. he was so nice and happy. love wolverine. mmm

in other news:

scott made a folder on my desktop labeled "hot bitches"

and pascale's birthday is friday. lets get drunk.

that's it for now.

xo rabbit

make ups on my face on the internets.

2009-03-17T03:38:00.008-04:00

i hate makeup. this is the shit on girls' faces when they are wearing makeup. fucking disgusting. and they wonder why they have pimples.

taking a break from being important.

firsts.

2009-03-16T02:18:00.005-04:00

whooo, spring break. how exciting. nah, lots been goin down, just on the underground, you know? got big surprises for the world to see. i'm turning 22 mad soon, it's gonna suck. rabbit's out in san diego being lame in the sun and shit. i've been working, keeping sober, smoking weed, and shit. i swear my life is not as boring as this blog makes it seem.

today, for the first time in my entire life, i slapped someone. it felt good. as a matter of fact, i slapped the person a couple of times. firsts. lots of firsts.

i made these things

2009-03-10T22:22:00.005-04:00

reasons to hate life right now.

2009-03-09T08:43:00.006-04:00

it's 8:45 am and i'm awake.

it's rainingish.

i have a midterm and a presentation on wednesday. i haven't started preparing for either.

my buddy spilled wine into my keyboard and killed my computer.

people are assholes, pussies, and dicks.

i keep smoking cigarettes even though my lungs are like "you're an asshole, i hate you."

reasons to love life anyway:

i'm getting a haircut and highlights today!

after wednesday i don't have school for about a week and a half!

i'm going to smoke lots of weed and play in the sun!

umm, that's about it. i can't think of much else right now. my life is pretty meh. but a positive meh. except for right this second because i'm looking outside the window and dreading going outside. oh. i just saw rabbit's funny-awkward coworker walk by. weird.

dislike

2009-03-06T01:33:00.007-05:00

you know how facebook has that thing where you can "like" something. you can "like" someone's status or "like" their new profile picture. wellll. i think they should have a dislike button. i find myself disliking more things than i like. esp on facebook. i'm waiting for them to make this an option.

p.s. the internet is creepy

p.p.s. i'm full of hate these days

and lastly...here is a picture of me stealing someone's lawn giraffe on long island summer a few years

ago.

smart balls

2009-03-02T18:13:00.001-05:00

i want a boy to take me on a date. dates are so much fun in that look-at-us-trying-to-hang-out-and-do-something-fun-while-getting-to-know-each-other awkward sort of way.

last night i had a staff party at the gutter in wburg. i haven't bowled in at least 3 years, maybe 4, and apparently i am a good bowler because i scored a 104. my coworkers said anything above 100 is good, so yeah, i have mad talent. staff parties/hanging out with work friends is funny because we always end up talking about sex as if we don't do it enough already (talk about sex that is, not actually having sex...well, for some at least).

i am running out of ways to procrastinate working on my midterm. help.

Love this

2009-03-02T14:24:00.002-05:00

Sachiko Kanaizumi

nonsense games and inedible feasts

2009-03-02T01:49:00.010-05:00

some girl outside just screamed "why am i always on my knees!!! what the fuck!!!"

left my place alone...

found nick fancy and pretty in the subway

met up with charlotte at her place in brooklyn

tried to go to the shank around midnight but the line was fucking long and stupid so charlotte and i decided to skip it and go to royal oak.

people were yelling in the streets and charlotte kept saying there was a riot

went to royal oak, drank some beers, nick and fancy met up

kinda wack there...left ....smoked at charlotte's

went back to shank way later...

it was really humid inside...and there were lots of balloons and people

did poppers

my face felt hot

saw brian ..he was rolling..liked to touch things..it was fun making him giggle

saw a few more faces that i like to see

they were making people leave around 5ish instead of 8

decided to just go home. i think i was still high

YO OUR CAB DRIVER HOME WAS SO WACK. he kept talking to us about weird shit and pascale told him that we like to have big orgies all the time and that nick had a boyfriend and a girlfriend too. he asked if we needed any help with all that......we said no thank you

spent all day kinda doing hw. it's snowing a lot. i have to read like 100 pages about anime for class tomorrow. can i have a snowday? going to san diego in 2 weeks!!!! sun please!!!!!

also i reordered my heart sunglasses that noah dodson borrowed never gave back then BROKE last summer!

until next time

-rabbito

two lovers

2009-02-26T20:51:00.011-05:00

i have not updated in a while because there has been nothing interesting to say. i miss having fun. lately all i do is go to work and go to school. last weekend was kinda funny. i got really high at the warehouse party place. igor took a picture.

hopefully this weekend i will do something really rad so that y'all will have something interesting to read. today rabbit and i went and saw two lovers. i highly recommend it. my thoughts below. don't read on if you don't want to hear about the end.

so throughout the film i felt kinda meh about it. i didn't really like any of the characters. i felt at times they were trying too hard to contrast the two chicks, but i never could've predicted the ending, which i LOVED. a movie about a love story, where the main character, joaquin phoenix, ends up settling for someone he's not in love with, and the person he settles for is so into him that she is oblivious to how he really feels or the fact that he's been in love with someone else the whole time. so good in a fucked up sorta way.

what's been up

2009-02-25T17:50:00.000-05:00

lame

2009-02-19T22:12:00.007-05:00

it's been a while...i've been mad busy and crazy lately!!!! waaaaa

i wish my name was cynthia so my nickname could be cyn...Sin...yeah.

i wish i had cherry flavored seltzer on tap in my apartment

i'm pretty sure i'm attracted to boys with dark hair and light eyes just because of prince eric from the little mermaid. he is my dream man.

and now some pictures from my phone:

scott acting crazy

the view from my parents roof

mine

new markers @ work!

hahaha charlotte and jeremy with glasses on

flowers from a boy :)

i'm going to stop pretending like i have something to say right now.

i wish for spring soon.

happy birthday nicky!

i <3 jeffrey madeo.

2009-02-15T23:27:00.003-05:00

the greatest person in the entire world decided to visit the city this weekend. here is proof.

interesting?

2009-02-11T18:52:00.010-05:00

i skipped two classes today.

i haven't had sex in three weeks.

rabbit says i'm turning boring.

i want a food dehydrator.

i hate school.

i accidently clicked on photobooth and i found 849204803 pictures i took of myself when i was high.

I have feelings for katy perry

2009-02-09T00:33:00.007-05:00

i'm torn between wanting to BE and wanting to DATE katy perry.

i guess neither option is possible, but... i think about it.

in other news...my dad and his posse (my stepmom and brother) moved to 91st and york...i went to see their place for the first time today. after we all ate together they went out and i spent the day there alone sleeping on their couch and WATCHING TV!!! tv is so exciting. i also bought my stepmom a stapler in the shape of a fish for her birthday. she liked it. hahaha.

HAHAHAHAHA

2009-02-05T23:59:00.002-05:00

2009-02-05T22:32:00.002-05:00

i can't stop eating.

soon someone will have to roll me around so i can get places. they will need a crane to lift me out of my bedroom.

i'm not kidding.

buy me a mumu.

2009-02-03T17:51:00.002-05:00

weekend update.

2009-02-02T22:16:00.004-05:00

it was wack.

but seriously. what is going on? i hardly go out anymore. i think it's because of school and my damn 930s. lacy thinks it's because i'm getting older. or maybe it's because i don't like wasting my drunk if i don't know what i'm getting into.

friday i got high for the first time in a while. fancy's fault. it was funny. scott was hilarious. rabbit left early, and i ended up spending hours trying to get home. i wanted food (obvz) but i didn't know what i wanted. so i went into key foods and two different delis roaming the aisles for an eternity hoping something would catch my eye. i probably looked like a freak. i finally got mixed nuts.

saturday i had dinner w/ grover. that kid is amazing. he is the best vegan chef in the entire world. afterwards, rabbit and i went to her boss's semi-work party in bushwick. stopped in to royal oak to pee and then headed home mad early.

sunday was the superbowl?

i have so much reading to do and i haven't done any of it. i hate school.

2009-01-29T14:04:00.002-05:00

so this morning i was standing at the corner outside the apt waiting to cross the street when this old black man on his bicycle stopped next to me and said, "oh my god, your hair is so beautiful! i hope you meet a rich white boy this year. have a good day, honey!" and then rode away, leaving me laughing all by myself.

i <3 whole foods.

2009-01-27T19:44:00.003-05:00

i am addicted to whole foods. i probably go there at least 6 days a week. i don't know what it is. i love the salad bar, even though it's the same food every time. sometimes they put out something new and it's such a nice surprise. i love surprises. i love how the tags list all the ingredients and say "VEGAN" really big at the top. i like being able to get a single 1-inch cube of tofu and put it next to a scoop of chick peas. sometimes i like to layer the bottom of my box with baby spinach leaves. i even enjoy when i purposely put the hot foods on one side and the cold on the other, but by the time i get home they've all smushed together. i even have a friend at whole foods now. we bump elbows when i end up at his register and make small talk.

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WHEN I DON'T LIVE BY WHOLE FOODS ANYMORE???

i will save a fuck-ton of money. i love you, whole foods.

2009-01-24T18:55:00.000-05:00

i used to hate seltzer and now i love it.

why?

where's the afterparty?

2009-01-24T11:35:00.006-05:00

last night was a good-fun-silly-drunk night. nothing crazy happened but it was one of those nights that was so simply good that i feel like it should be documented before i forget. rabbit stayed in because she thinks she has a concussion. i know she doesn't. and she knows i know she doesn't. but we are still going to go to the doctor today. i need to have my thumb checked out because it's been messed up for about three weeks now. and rabbit needs to hear the doctor tell her she does not have a concussion.

anyways. so last night i met up with lena and shirley at union pool. that place is kinda gross, but last night was a good night for it because the weather was lovely and we took advantage of the backyard patio. while we are standing there, this kid comes up to me and he's like "hey! i danced with you at brittanie and cameron's wedding!" crazy small world. everyone is connected. new york to texas and back.

then we were going to stop by black betty but we walked in and it was like steamy gym hip-hop night. wackkkk. so we went to royal oak. by this point life was pretty silly. i might've spilled some secrets. oops.

after royal oak we headed to kellogg's. i had not been there in ages. it was so good to sit and eat and be drunk and silly and laugh with friends. for the record, i miss the old kellogg's.

got home by 5am. had a staff meeting at 9. it made me realize how much i love my job. and now i think it's time to go back to sleep.

2009-01-22T23:35:00.001-05:00

yo. i just realized, pascale and i live in complete filth. we should hire a maid. who wants to be our maid? you have to clean our apartment naked. ahahaha

bored. bored. bored.

2009-01-22T22:22:00.003-05:00

so bored. life is so boring. i think i'm going into a state of depression. or boredom. it's all school's fault. i wish i could look into a crystal ball and see that my life will still be rad after i graduate.

dtf

2009-01-21T01:05:00.004-05:00

5 bad things that happened to me today:

1. i bought the wrong type of draino for the bathroom sink. the water doesn't go down anymore..so i bought draino whatever...but then the draino wouldn't even go down the drain!!! wtf. i got the wrong one. bad. apparently i was supposed to buy the gel one!??! i dont even know. who knows this kind of stuff??!

2. i spilled seltzer in my computer...and pascale laughed...and i got really mad at her... and then i flipped my computer upside down to drain it. i think it'll be okay though...i hope. i always spill things on electronics. they should make them waterproof.

3. they were doing really wack construction right outside of my window and it made my entire bedroom smell like chemicals and dead bodies.

4. i went to buy a falafel sandwich...i bought it...got home, ate half then realized there were no falafel balls in it. WACK!

5. my pillows are ice cubes.

i hate school.

2009-01-21T00:52:00.006-05:00

even though it is my last semester ever i still get antsy about the first days of school. i have to set my alarm clock extra early and map out how long it will take to do everything to get ready for class. i have to make sure i get to class exactly 15 minutes early, that way i do not have to wait for the class before to get out,but i am there before everyone else so i can pick out my seat that will most likely be my seat for the rest of the semester. also, i hate walking into a room when everyone is already seated, and they all stare at you as you try to find a seat. i refuse to let that happen to me.

today was an okay first day. i knew two people in my stats class which is rad, because now i can skip it on mondays and wednesdays. ha! then i had my class on melodrama. i am still not entirely sure what it means, but there is one cute boy, the professor is batty and foreign, and we just watched a ton of movie clips.

rabbit and i tried to go out tonight but ended up watching too many episodes of weeds and finishing the vegan cookies.

the one good thing about the start of the new semester is getting text books in the mail. i love getting mail. not bills and bank statements, but letters and packages. and things i win off of ebay.

hopefully tomorrow will be tons of fun since i don't have class on thursdays!!

birthday explosion

2009-01-20T16:50:00.011-05:00

seriously i had the raddest birthday ever!!! thank youuu everyone who came out or wished me a happy birthday.

these are some things i remember from the nights:

friday night everyone came out to trash @ webster hall

got in a fight with the neighbors

hit my head on a speaker

drank too much

fancy bought me a long island iced tea

had a female taxi driver

went to the annex for a hot second

saturday

got my hair done

met up for dinner at a mexican restaurant

pascale made me a cake and got me balloons and sheets and a tiara!

fancy bought me a funny orange drink in a glass bottle that got me wasted

went back to nick and alex's apartment ...started drinking a lot

trained it to savalas...took a shot, drank a beer vaguely remember seeing jeff

left and went to royal oak

ran into oliver and other friends...continued drinking

left and went to the same after party thing i was at last saturday

i thought i lost my coat. pascale was pressuring me to steal a new one. badddd

found the old one amazingly

took another shot and drank another beer or two..or more. i dont know.

lucas walters gave me rad sunglasses

saw brian

pascale left around 7 am

i stayed til 8 am. it was snowing a lot outside

slept at a friends, got home at 4 30 pm the next day

okay soo sunday i made it home at 4 30 still wearing my dress from the night before....i cleaned myself up and pascale and i met my dad, step mom and brother in little italy for dinner.

my body pretty much wanted to kill me but i still went out sunday night to nick and alex's party.

cara bought a cake.

nick drew penises all over it (obviously)

my body still hated me. i drank a 40 anyway.

scott was a rad dj

nick said someone robbed his freezer of all his food. hahah that's strange.

good times were had by all.

the end.

insta-better!

2009-01-15T23:40:00.009-05:00

life is so funny! i can't believe school is starting so soon. my schedule sucks so bad. class at 930 mon, tues, wed in my last semester ever. wtf.

insta-better...the feeling that arises when you put on chapstick. they came out w/ this new 100% natural version, but it's really wack. way too greasy.

hmm, so what's been good? monday was cool. brian and anthony djed at porch, and jeff was there taking pictures. he told us about his new project he's doing, but we can't be naked. after porch i met up w/ alec and hung out with him all night. rabbit and scott popped into darkroom for like a second, i watched it happen from across the street, funny.

tuesday we went to happy ending and it was SO awkward. we were sober. not only were we sober but there were way too many people there to which i'm awkwardly connected. let's just leave it at that. and brian, it is NOT okay to lift my dress, EVER!

wednesday was yesterday. very low-key. rabbit and i went to see "the wrestler". in the beginning i was totally not feeling it...it just seemed like a total dude movie about wrestling, but by the end rabbit was in tears and i was close. we both agreed it was a really rad movie. you should go see it. i bet you'll like it. and the ENDING. i NEED to talk it out.

today was the wackest day of my life. it's all because "mercury is in retrograde". first of all, it's miserably cold outside. this morning, i walked all the way to the gym and the second i got to the door i realized i didn't have my wallet, and no id, so i couldn't go in. then later tonight, i wanted to bake vegan cookies and drink red wine. i walked all the way to trader joes (because i am really broke right now) and when i got to the doors i realized i didn't have my wallet because it was in my gym bag. SERIOUSLY.

as of right now, the cookies are baked and the came out FANTASTIC. ask rabbit and alex, they ate lots. i ended up getting wine from the liquor store that i frequent way too often. i painted my nails a beautiful sparkly purple. and i'm warm. life is rad.

this weekend is going to be crazy. as long as rabbit gets over her delusion of having a stomach virus.

MY BIRTHDAY!!!

2009-01-14T21:06:00.006-05:00

Birthday weekend extravaganza. please come to one or all and have a birthday drink with me because you know i'll be wasted probably the entire weekend.

Friday:

trash! @ webster hall

and then maybe possibly ruffclub.

Saturday:

Dinner @ Mary Ann's mexican restaurant on 2nd ave and 5th street.

then going to brooklyn after that probably Savalas or Royal Oak and hopping around over there drinking my ass off.

Sunday:

BOYS HOUSE!!!!!!! aka nick and alex's

new rule

2009-01-13T21:27:00.002-05:00

if you work in retail you should be allowed to hit one customer (of your choice) a day with a large stick.

life savers

2009-01-11T19:17:00.010-05:00

last night pascale and i baked a ton of cookies. we planned on giving them to jeff at europa but unfortunately we never made it there (sorry jeff). and everyone at daddy's ate all the cookies.

we had planned on only stopping by daddy's but ended up staying there all night.

i ran into this guy who i married at open studios like 3 years ago:

he called me his wife and said he bought me a book on tape as an anniversary present....so we can listen to it together. hahaha

hmm after that we went to this ...space? idk what to call it ..i still don't really know what i was in...but blahblah la la la i was really drunk what a surprise.....hung out there. music drinking blahblha saw lots of people blahblah. pascale left and i think i told her i rather slit my own throat than go home with her...that's kinda mean but i say mean things when i'm drunk sometimes.

i left there at 7 am. alone...when i got outside there was ice everywhere. the sun was starting to come up. i didn't really know how to get to the L but then this guy appeared out of nowhere and he said he would walk me there. so he helped me and walked me to the L....and made sure i didn't fall on the ice. damn! seriously. i woulda passed out in some corner somewhere if it weren't for him. or slipped on ice and hit my head and died... probably. thank you quinn.

hm. i didn't make it home last night. i took the L to 1st ave and was really close to nick's apartment so i called him at 7 30 in the morning and he let me come over and stay there. i slept for like 4 hours and when we woke up alex cooked us pasta that we ate it with chopsticks and we watched lost and i fell back asleep til 5.

thank god for nick and alex

birthday in 1 week!!! come party with me!!!!!

tonight's the first night in a week that i'm not going out. rest tonight then start again tomorrow.

we like the cars, the cars that go boom.

2009-01-10T13:16:00.008-05:00

i almost always wake up before rabbit, at least 99% of the time. today is no exception. i have been up since 11 waiting for her to wake up so we can go get breakfast. i did the dishes. i cleaned the apartment. i even separated our clothes and put hers by her door. i am a good roommate. so to further procrastinate i am writing in the blog. when i went to our page i laughed so hard because i did not know she posted last night. it's a good one.

last night was strange. webster hall creeps me out so bad. it's so big and open and the PEOPLE. ah! very weird. today is going to be a great day. i can feel it. it's snowing and i have nothing to do. tonight we trek to brooklyn in the snow. wheee!

ass text

2009-01-10T04:46:00.004-05:00

the term is no longer 'booty call' ...from now on i will call it 'ass text'

also....

recently i am fascinated by people with missing fingers/arms/hands i don't know why.

birthday is in 9 days!!! party with me plzz!

you've got to show me love!

2009-01-08T21:06:00.006-05:00

breaks are nice. not having to wake up for class, super nice. life in 'not in real life' has been kinda slow these days. where is everyone? i've been taking hydrocodone instead of drinking vodka. it's been a nice change, but i just ran out. hmm. rabbit was really drunk on monday, hilarious. she gave brian and me a lap dance at the same time. happy ending was wack on tuesday. tonight we'll try again. this time with vodka? i just had dinner w/ my lawyer aunty and she keeps reminding me to think about real life in 5 months. so not ready. lately i've been really into taking bubble baths. i think i might go take one right now. i hope tonight ends in an adventure.

plz stop the horrible yelling and banging

2009-01-06T13:57:00.004-05:00

last night around 4 30 after we left darkroom, lisa and i were walking up the stairs into my apartment. we hear singing coming from the neighbor's door...loud loud singing. soo we stand and listen for a bit. la la la whatever. then i say "lisa knock. i wanna meet him. he sounds rad" so she knocks on his door and he opens, "im sorry imso sososo sorry im so loud im sorry, im sorry i just love mama mia...." and we're like..no..its okay...we like it.' he was obvs on something and these two HUGE cats run to the door. he's all like "these are my cats, this is parker and this one is posey." and then posey ran out of the door into the hallway and up the stairs. and neighbor man ran out and caught him. and then i'm like "yo i'm your neighbor and i get yelled at all the time for being loud too!!!" and now i have a new friend who sings mama mia really loud really late on weeknights and has 2 funny cats.

the end.

feelin fine 2k9

2009-01-02T18:41:00.009-05:00

happy new year!!!!!

i didn't pee in my pants on new year's eve! so it was automatically a success!!! and also a bonus i got home the next morning wearing the same coat i left in the night before! rad

started out drinking here w/ fancy claudia and scott, went to alex and nick's apartment for a bit, saw some people i haven't seen in a while. it was good. continued to drink a lot. we realized there was no tv and we had to see the ball drop so we ran out of alex's to the L to go to dan and will's party. got there just in time to see the ball fall, pascale spilled shit everywhere, drank a lot of champagne, wore 2009 glasses, then i left to go to royal oak but i forgot to take pascale with me haha oops. ran into people at royal oak, drank more, saw charlotte, never took my feathery tiara off, saw pascale from the window trying to get in but i didn't wanna go outside b/c i just got a drink...then she disappeared (later found out the bouncer said she was too drunk and wouldn't let her in hahahaha)

left there and i tried hard to meet up with a friend but my phone kept dying and i got kinda lost and confused... i was pretty much just walking in circles...i fell on the only patch of ice left in brooklyn...there might not even have been ice there but i like to think there was a reason for my falling other than being drunk. pascale was with dan, my phone stayed on long enough for me to yell out some cross streets to dan mccabe. magically he found me!!! pascale was already passed out at his place but (unfortunately) she woke up when i got there and got naked, and told lots of stories about people's penises and other fun things like that. the last time i saw on the clock was 6:40. passed out eventually, funny subway ride home, diner in the am, slept all day. happy new year.

Got tattooed today. gonna get it colored in a few weeks i think and maybe another shell.

my birthday is soon. PARTY! woo.

okay im off to go paint my nails sparkly and go to pascale's job. babeland's having a sale. check it out. hahaha

rabbit

rabbit's the boss.

2009-01-02T16:51:00.004-05:00

rabbit threatened to delete the blog if i didn't update since she has posted like the last 5 posts. sorry y'all, i was in texas being lazy and fat and eating some of the best food ever and watching tv and driving around. home was a chill good time. christmas dinner was amazing. i got lots of money and a new phone. hung out with my sister a lot and saw some friends. i met a boy who also lives in nyc. i randomly ran into anthony from the chimney climbers who i also knew from nyc. it's a very small world.

me, my sister, and my azn grandma.

but what you really want to read about is NEW YEAR'S EVE. well unfortunately i do not have much craziness to tell you because i don't remember much past 11 o'clock other than what was later told to me by rabbit and dan mccabe. i was lost and alone for a while and dan mccabe saved my life. apparently i took a taxi to somewhere and didn't pay the driver because i wasn't where i wanted to be. i spilled beer and champagne and alcohol all over dan's apt. rabbit went to royal oak by herself and when i somehow arrived there the bouncer would not let me in because i was too drunk. rabbit later informed me that she was inside the whole time watching me. ha! somehow we all ended up back at dan mccabes apt and i got naked and told a lot of pseudo-secrets. overall, i'd say it was a pretty rad time!

wasted.

these next two weeks should be eventful. no school means lots of partying. and rabbit's birthday is coming up! get excited.

pascale's a slacker

2008-12-29T22:34:00.007-05:00

today a man at work gave me a tip. 2 bucks...for no reason...RAD!

the old man who likes me asked me out ice skating...haha aw...too bad he's 75.

i have a little bit of a cold. i rested the past two days..tonight it's time to cure it with alcohol.

LAST NEW YEAR'S EVE:

i worked at sabon. on my lunch break i bought 2 yellow sparkly feathery tiaras that said happy new year, a bottle of cheap champagne, a bottle of vodka and a bottle of ginger ale.

at around 9 or 10 i stood outside urban outfitters waiting for charlotte to get off work so we could start our adventure. i stood outside wearing the feathery tiara and carrying all my bottles. she finalllly got out probably around 10 30 almost 11. and we went straight to brooklyn

we went to a loft party and started drinking vodka straight out of the bottle...by the time we were leaving we realized that someone stole our coats. so we decided we should steal 2 coats off the coat pile.... the one i took was from h&m like a size 2 i could barely fit my arms in it and charlotte's was a black bubble jacket but it was down to the floor so she looked like a vampire running through the streets of bk. her's had a few bucks and a metro card in the pocket so she lucked out.

on the train from one party to another i had to pee incredibly bad. char kept saying "hold it" i kept saying "ahh i can't" we finally got to our next destination and i couldn't hold it in anymore...standing right out front of the door to the 2nd party...i said "charlotte..im really sorry i can't hold it anymore...im peeing" and for the first time i peed in my pants (or dress and tights) i had to throw away my underwear and tights haha good thing i was so drunk i didn't realize how cold it was outside.

my night ended when i passed out on some random couch, woke up really confused, and ended up taking a train back to my apartment at like 7 am.

hopefully this year i won't pee my pants.

last year:

merry christmas eve? what happened to me last night?

2008-12-24T11:59:00.010-05:00

it's noon. i just got home. you know those nights where you are sure you aren't going to make it back. last night was one of them. it's a christmas miracle that i'm back in my apartment right now.

i'm minus my favorite belt

plus some nasty bloody knees

running on 3 hours of sleep

really dirty

supposed to be at my moms for christmas eve

plus a headache

minus my tights

plus some new friends

edit: i just looked in my bag and noticed i acquired not one but 6 boxes of matches from happy ending

wtf

now i must clean myself (including my knees) up and try to make it to my moms. wish me luck.

deck the halls

2008-12-23T21:40:00.005-05:00

day one alone:

woke up at 2....i dont even know why i bothered getting out of bed

painted a picture......read some of a book (tucker max is still my hero)

got my eyebrows done

watched the grinch online...then watched GO, and Pumpkin on hulu

video chatted with pascale

ate ramen and peanut m&ms.

the only real life face to face contact i had with a human was with the eyebrow woman

went to sleep at 2.

day 2 (today)...not so bad..i went to work

there is this old man customer who really likes me at my job. he is the grandfather of one of the guys who spraypaints hats on broadway. he is missing one or maybe two fingers. he comes in drunk sometimes. ...he only buys paint pens, spray paint and paint caps for his grandson..i think he works for him. he asks me if i have a boyfriend and he told my coworker that he likes me. he calls me chris....he says "Hey Chris!! you're looking nice today!!" i still dont know his name and this has been going on since the summer.

today a 17 year old who was buying spray paint caps asked me on a date. he kissed my hand before he left. the convo went like this:

him: you know you're really beautiful

me: thanks

him: are those real glasses?

me: yes

him: do you wannna come out with us

me: im' stuck here till 9

him: haha so you do want to come out with us!! so next time?

::he leans over the counter::

him: how about i take you to dinner. just you and me.

me: hahaha oh really? okay.

him: how old are you?

me: 21....how old are you?

him: damn it. i think im too young for you.

blahblahblah it went on a little more...he asked for a shopping bag for all his spray paint..i gave him one. and i gave his friend 10cents b/c he was short on his purchase.

he said he'd see me next time and the kissed my hand.

he is still in high school. he comes in all the time and my manager yells at him and his friends b/c she thinks they steal markers. hahaha

i am just GREAT with dudes. 70 or 17. which do i choose?

happy ending tonight. fancy and claudia are on their way here. christian is coming over later. lets get drunk in the spirit of christmasssssss.

bummer

2008-12-21T23:10:00.005-05:00

All i want to do is go home. but i don't have one anymore. i've never lived with my mom..that's not home, my dad just moved into an apartment, i've been there twice, but he is in the middle of moving again...that's not home. pascale's leaving in a few hours. so i'm gonna be here in my apartment by myself. i hope i don't get robbed...or attacked..or raped. it's going to be so sad and lonely. this sucks.

i just want to sit on a couch in a real house, with real heat and real food and real life people and watch a real tv... bummer.

on a side note...i'd really love to meet tucker max. he sounds like a rad guy.

today i got a haircut.

2008-12-18T17:59:00.007-05:00

it was $100. i bet you can't even tell the difference. but i can. and that is all that matters.

before:

after:

tonight is jeffrey's going away party at barcade. i have a feeling i am going to get drunk and cry.

on a scale of 1 to 10...you're 25 stupid

2008-12-16T15:52:00.005-05:00

18 things

1. i will listen to only christmas music until christmas arrives

2. i hate pascale...she talks too much about the same thing over and over again (haha)

3. last final tomorrow on caribbean shit. fuck that.

4. didn't study for it

5. i want breakfast (its almost 4)

6. my little bro's gonna be famous

7. went to savalas christmas party last night. it was a really good time...free drinks...i got drunk.

8. the snow was pretty today while it lasted...i was in a snowglobe

9. i want lisa to come home and move in with me...1 week til she is in my arms

10. i want everyone to come home

11. my back hurts and my legz

12. i was going to see a therapist but the health center cancelled my phone appointment :( wah

13. james made up an animal..the koalabe

14. i asked for fabreeze for christmas

15. i finished all my christmas shopping except my secret santa gift

16. all i want to do is watch how the grinch stole christmas

17. the past 3 bullets were about christmas.

18. "i have to go wash the sex out of my vagina" -pascale

i'll end on that note.

im going to scan my new disposable camera picturesss wooo.

sorry, we suck.

2008-12-16T15:32:00.004-05:00

to be honest, we just got lazy. we've had some pretty rad adventures these past couple of days. i just don't know how much time i can dedicate to describing them on this blog. it'd be a lot simpler if i just had a video camera implanted in my brain and then you all could come on my adventures with me. through cyberspace.

words of wisdom from lacy.

2008-12-11T16:32:00.006-05:00

i am a royal swan.

2008-12-10T15:07:00.006-05:00

i love to look outside the window when it starts to pour and watch people without umbrellas run.

to explain the lack of posts: it's finals week. currently i am procrastinating on a research paper analyzing Fatal Attraction for my horror film class. hopefully i will finish before tonight so i can go out for a little bit, it's been too long. tomorrow, i must write 14 pages on the role of technological determinism in dystopian films. friday we party. hard.

my brother's a model

2008-12-09T19:45:00.006-05:00

things have been boring. i'm just trying to get through finals.

when pascale goes home for christmas i'm making lisa move in with me so i'm not alone. it should be a blast.

parties this weekend!! woo. maybe i'll have more to say afterwards.

this is my little brother... i love him. apparently he is a model these days. my parents are moving from the west side to the east side....maybe my brother can be on gossip girl one day.

speaking of gossip girl...it's probably what i live for right now. gossip girl and peanut m&ms....mmm.

and now i will go read about weed, reggae music and dreadlocks.

until something more interesting comes up,
rabbit

good night

2008-12-07T05:56:00.001-05:00

goood morning

good nighttt

i am a mess.

2008-12-06T12:46:00.006-05:00

open studios was rad. rabbit's sequin penis was next to a fabric vagina. got free wine and beer. i met up with alec and we went to a bar in greenpoint and i ran into my date from the night before. kinda awkward. the night was chill. it got started early so i was pretty exhausted by the end. had a staff meeting this morning. ate a bagel.

now i am procrastinating hardcore on all my research papers. today is going to suck. house party at shirley's in bushwicky tonight. should be rad!

pascale mating with redheads.

2008-12-05T12:34:00.002-05:00

to answer pascale's last question:

They would be totally scary in an alien way.

non-stop.

2008-12-05T11:57:00.014-05:00

i have been so busy lately. i cannot wait to go home for christmas so i can sit on a couch for eight days, watch tv, and hug my sister.

a lot has been happening the past few days. to ellaborate on rabbit's post about tuesday night, here is a quick on what happened:

we decided to change up our routine and instead of going dancing we went to bars. we sat at welcome to the johnsons and had cheap beer. then we went to max fish and sat more and drank more beer. it was actually quite rad; we were bombarded with some old semi-lame men that ended up being pretty entertaining. i also ran into this guy i hadn't seen in a while and it was good. we talked for a bit and he gave me back my umbrellaz.

around 4:30 in the morning i awoke to someone screaming my name outside my window. it was anton, and for a good half hour he relentlessly buzzed our buzzer, yelled, and threw rocks at my window. i refused to see what he wanted. eventually the cops drove by and he disappeared.

wednesday night we hit up high voltage and ella. after ella we stopped by the punjabi deli for the first time ever because some dude was like "yo, $1 samosas!" and i've totally been on a samosa kick at whole foods. so we got some samosas, and ended up eating on the steps of a building with some dudes from this band and this band. they were trying to find max fish so we took them there for a bit, and they also wanted to go dancing, so then we took them to lit. it was really random how the night panned out but a ton of fun.

note on foodz, "it's not authentic unless it's microwaved."

yesterday was thursday. i went on a date! we saw synecdoche, ny. the film left me feeling kinda funny. not in a ha-ha way, but in a confused way. afterwards we had some beerz and it was rad. i got home and rabbit was asleep. i was already kinda drunk so i decided to swing by happy ending to say hi and dance for a little bit. the crowd was decent. hung out with jeff and sean. danced with antwan!! saw brian, kim, and anton for a minute. i rolled out around 3, went home, and passed out.

tonight is open studios. i'm going to go hype up rabbit's sequin shooting penis.

something i've realized: lately i've been attracted to redheads. at least three in the past month or so. i like to think about what my babies would look like if i were to mate with a redhead. they'd either be like totally scary in an alien way, or totally hot and exotic.

CEREAL FOR DINNER!

2008-12-03T16:29:00.006-05:00

i saw deli man outside of the deli today...it was very strange. he was eating a banana.

kelloggs cereal is on sale at rite aid. buy one get one free..i don't usually eat cereal but i'm poor and that was too good of a deal to pass up.

yesterday night at max fish i found 5$ on the floor and then i found another dollar!!! 6$!!! so goood.
pascale will tell you about the rest of last night later....

i get paid tomorrow!!! gotta go christmas shopping.

got another disposable camera.

i dont have anything else to say.
i can't find pascale. she did all the dishes. awesome!

rabbit

disposable camera

2008-12-02T21:27:00.006-05:00

boring day

2008-12-01T23:33:00.007-05:00

today i handed in a 15 page research paper, and a paper on dancehall in the caribbean, and i bought new nail polish and a new scarf because i lost my old one when i was wasted...then i ate dumplings because i'm poor... and then went to my printmaking class with kiki smith... and left early because i wasn't feelin it tonight...and came home and googled pictures of tattoos....
this one is silly

i'm going to get another one as soon as i have money over winter break.

last night i video chatted with my love and her little dumpling...look how cute...

i got my disposable camera developed ....i'll post the pictures as soon as i scan them. they're good.

that's it.
no list for today.

Rabbit.

layin low.

2008-12-01T23:21:00.004-05:00

okay so maybe i'll end up going out in the next two weeks. tonight i'm chillin. hung out w/ jeffrey for a while. it still breaks my heart he's leaving. today was my 2nd to last sesh with my therapist. she's so rad, it's gonna suck not telling her my life story once a week. she sorta suggested that i exploit my life on the blog...but i'm not sure how much i'll dish out. rabbit got her disposable cam pics developed, they are SO GREAT!

we watched the ring in my horror film class today. i hadn't seen it before; it wasn't as horror-y as i was expecting but overall i liked the film. i'm so fucked on all my research papers! aahhh.

wait, rabbit was more wasted than me?!

2008-11-30T16:25:00.012-05:00

yup, it doesn't happen very often, but last night rabbit was so fucked up! more than me! and it was so rad!! she covered most of the deets so scroll down to her post if you haven't check it yet. here are some other important moments from last night:

*bumping into my old dealer who i kinda had a crush on, awkward. except not really because i was drunk.

*when we got back to the apt we had to figure out where brian and shelby were going to sleep. i said someone could sleep w/ me in my bed but i sleep naked and move around a lot. so we decided they could sleep in rabbit's bed and she would sleep with me. well, rabbit in her wasted state, insisted, after i was already naked and covered in cream cheese from my bagel, that i go into her room and drag her out. so, sorry to brian and shelby for being naked yet again, but it was really funny.

*oh yeah and the reason why i wouldnt walk w/ rabbit was because she was saying hi to everyone in the street, on the sidewalk across from us, 20 ft ahead, driving by in their cars...

yeah, last night was so good!! i had to work for EIGHT hours today. it was so slow because the weather was so shitty. i really shouldn't go out for the next two weeks. i have mad huge research papers to do. we'll see what happens.

TO-GO CUPS FUCK YOU UP!

2008-11-30T12:13:00.014-05:00

Okayyy soooo...
last night was awesome....
pascale and i went to a bar in bk and met up with a few friends. i had a water bottle full of vodka and iced tea... that was goood. i was already drinking a lot pretty early.
i spilled iced tea on my phone and it stopped working around 12. it's sticky and weird today.

i stole tp from the br
finished the water bottle
then we headed over to savalas where i almost peed my pants and then continued to drink...saw brian and shelby...saw anton for a hot second...and nickydigi....and the hottest guy on planet earth....met a dude named pablo...and another dude who i cant remember his name who gave me cell phone advice (i think i ran into him in the subway later on)...continued to drink and dance and talk to people i guesss..i really dont know where the night went...i just have vague memories of jumping around a lot.

on the walk back to the subway i was pretty wasted...pascale refused to walk next to me b/c i guess i was embarrassing or something...idk hahaha. when i was getting into the subway there was a man with an accent carrying a big christmas tree branch...he did this weird thing and blessed me with it then i asked if i could have it and he said yes because he thought i was cute!!!!!! i also ran into vickyyyy she was drunk too. it was fun.

i carried it into the subway car where i smashed some girl in the face with it pretty hard. she looked pissed and like all caught up in it.....(if by some weird chance you're reading this...i am very very sorry) this other man kept asking me if i was a tree...

when we got off at 1st ave we ran into brian and shelby!!! so we took them home with us...on the walk home i collected this poster....

i also continuously beat pascale (and other things) with my tree branch for the 14 block walk.

anyway i passed out around 5 30 and i had to be up at 7 30 for a staff meeting at 8. when i woke up at 7 30 i was still pretty drunk...i showed up to my staff meeting drunk and in last night's clothes. by the 2nd half of the meeting i was sobering up and now im hungover and tired as shit. i hafta finish my papers today but i need a nap first. oh i also had a genius idea for an art project...i can't tell you what it is ..but trust me..its good.

aloo IM GETTING MY DISPOSABLE CAMERA DEVELOPED TODAYY and probably decorating the tree branch with the leftover candy canes i didn't eat.

SO IN CONCLUSION..THIS IS WHAT I LEARNED FROM LAST NIGHT:
1. to-go cups fuck you up.
2. don't put bottles of iced tea in your bag with electronics
3. saturday nights CAN be great
4. when you go to a staff meeting at 8 am still drunk after being out all night....all your coworkers can tell
5. be careful who is standing near you when you're carrying around a huge tree branch
6. my life is kind of like a scavenger hunt
7. my job is closed on new years day!!

wish me luck on my attempt to get work done. ha

*Rabbit

p.s. i don't think this blog entry fully expresses the greatness that was last night....maybe pascale's version, describing the mess i was, will be better....

yo

2008-11-29T22:16:00.001-05:00

GOOD.

chillin chillin chillin.

2008-11-29T18:49:00.007-05:00

so last night was a busssst. didn't go out. i watched entourage on internet tv. today i did nothing all day. went to the gym. went grocery shopping. oh and i went clothes shopping too. like my new shirt? and then got dumplings with briiiiaaaaannnn!! savalas tonight. shit better be rad!!

we ♥ dumplingzzz!

why buy the cow when you can get the milk for free?

2008-11-28T22:57:00.011-05:00

yo,
i'm reporting to you from Pascale's bed (creeeepy right?)

it's way warmer in here and i'm fucking freezing...and my room reminds me of homework for some reason so i can't go in there....i don't know.

i got home from work at 9 and i have to wait till 11 30 for pascale to get home so we can go out. i always accidently fall asleep (with the lights on in all my clothes) while i'm waiting for her to get home from work. it's so annoying and she gets really mad. but i can't help it. i'm doing everything i can not to pass out right now.

thanksgiving was rad. got wasted at moms neighbors house. they're out of control...they had so much alcohol! i was hungover at 9 pm. wack.

that reminds me....here's a list of some things that are wack:
1. the customers who come into my job
2. 8 am staff meetings on sunday mornings
3. sugar cafe raising their prices
4. cover charges
5. saturday nights
6. graduating
7. my dad
8. my mom
9. the people who live in the apt next door
10. facebook chat

thats all i can think of right now.

look..it's outside..and the top of my head:

toilet paper:

still full.

2008-11-28T14:52:00.007-05:00

oooeeee, what an awesome thanksgiving. wednesday night was so good! we got a bunch of rabbit's friends to come out with us to high voltage and danced and danced. on stage too. stopped by ella and danced some more.

woke up mad early on turkey day, hungover as shit, and took a train out to long island. it was my first thanksgiving without my family and it was totally rad!! we went to rabbit's mom's neighb's house where she basically was having a party with a fuckton of food and booze. started drinking and snacking at two, was drunk before dinner, and sooo stuffed by the end of the night.

don't really want to go to work tonight, but at least i have time to chill. i've been cleaning my room all day. i am a mess. probably gonna go chill with some peeps in brooklyn tonight.

word.

me

2008-11-26T19:48:00.000-05:00

THIS IS ME

last night was so rad!

2008-11-26T14:29:00.008-05:00

happy ending was so good last night! free drinks, lots of dancing...it was surprisingly crowded, although i'd say the crowd was about 35% skeevies. christian came out, he's so much fun to dance with! talked to a bunch of random people. gave my number to a lot of them. i hope no one calls me. well maybe one can call me.

i hope high voltage is just as good tonight. tomorrow is thanksgiving on long island!!

Thanksgiving

2008-11-25T20:36:00.009-05:00

I figured I'd do this in honor of Thanksgiving. My Thanksgiving plans were shot to shit because my family is crazy but last minute my mom decided to take me in for the day. Sooooo I'll be heading to Long Island to celebrate with her, the neighbors and about 30 strangers...I'm taking Pascale with me....it should be an interesting time...anyway here it goes....

p.s.
i made a flickr
http://www.flickr.com/photos/clundy/

WHAT I AM THANKFUL FOR:
1. 25 cent Top Ramen
2. The Bean
3. Gossip Girl
4. Ketchup
5. Alcohol
6. Chapstick
7. Cute boys in flannel
8. The color black
9. Watching TV on the internet (esp arrested development)
10. Good friends, Good family (mom pulling through at the last minute), Good times, Good parties

i love my friendz!

2008-11-25T19:10:00.006-05:00

i love my friendz! i am going to miss jeffrey so much when he leaves nyc.

tonight we get shitty. and we dance at happy ending.

toilet paper

2008-11-25T01:42:00.003-05:00

'borrowing' TP is necessary.

-rabbit

yo

2008-11-24T22:35:00.002-05:00

i'm bringing back the disposable camera.

i am an addict.

2008-11-24T22:19:00.009-05:00

these are my addictions:

cashews.

therapists. (the one i have with an actual degree is not pictured. neither is my new substance abuse counselor.)

rollies.

cheap wine.

tonight is brian's birthday. we are going to go to porch and celebrate. i just wish i had my fucking umbrella.

plz fix my heater.

2008-11-22T19:50:00.003-05:00

despite how fucking cold it is outside, i still managed to go out the past couple of days, and all the way over to brooklyn! thursday was rad, went to public assembly, shit was okay, then met up w/ some friends in a basement, then went to happy ending and home sweet home. oh, and i puked up some sparks. it was really weird. i was not drunk or chugging it, but suddenly my stomach hurt and i puked. then i felt better and drank some more.

last night i was in brooklyn again at a house party with antwan, megan, chris, and sam. it was a rad time.

tonight, maybe brooklyn again, not too sure. i have to finish a paper that was due yesterday.

i hate when all my favorite songs come on while i'm peeing in the bathroom.

people i hate

2008-11-21T23:49:00.005-05:00

People I Hate

1. The employees of Sugar Cafe.

2. The cast of The Hills

3. Girls whose names start with the letter J

4. mothafuckin' gfz

-Rabbit

goodnight.

2008-11-21T03:49:00.001-05:00

pascale has class in the morning. rabbit is sleeping in.